Tension Is Rising

I'm on meds now for my BP disorder! WHOOP WHOOP

But I still have really high anxiety.



Michael, I wrote about him in my other post. I still like him and it's been almost two years. He's made it obvious that he doesn't like me.



I hate it when he logs on facebook and I hate when i have to see his facebook posts.

It just makes me mad!

And when he's on, I constantly check my chat list to see if he's still on and play hide and seek behind the offline button.

When he's offline I constantly check his facebook posts to see what he's been doing though it normal makes me mad.

I'd guess I've looked at his profile several hundred times since June.

I'm itching with hives from being so anxious.

Please help! Should I un-add him as a freind or give him one last chance when we both start highschool at the same school in the fall?

ticketwonder ticketwonder
13-15, F
3 Responses Mar 8, 2010

I do the same for a girl I adore, she knows it, says it, but never shows it. It's like she wants me there when she is feeling lonely and she gets mad at her husband. Whoops, that's probably the problem..lol<br />
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Anyway, the facebook games continue, she pokes me I poke her, I see her on, but she usually does not want to chat lately and then tells me i am avoiding her...yeah that's what i'm doing. I sned 4-5 emails to her every one. I hold her every night in my dreams. <br />
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Should I let her go?

I do the same for a girl I adore, she knows it, says it, but never shows it. It's like she wants me there when she is feeling lonely and she gets mad at her husband. Whoops, that's probably the problem..lol<br />
<br />
Anyway, the facebook games continue, she pokes me I poke her, I see her on, but she usually does not want to chat lately and then tells me i am avoiding her...yeah that's what i'm doing. I sned 4-5 emails to her every one. I hold her every night in my dreams. <br />
<br />
Should I let her go?

screw facebook!