It Was When I Was Young But I Still Remember

When I was in middle school, I found out that I started to like a guy 4 years older than me. I already knew that time that it was impossible for us, but I still loved him. I thought of him night and day, imagining us being together happily. I often open my yearbook at night under the covers, looking at his picture. I never knew whether he did like me or not...but I'm assuming he doesn't. When I see him we say hi to each other but nothing more. Once, I was passing by his grade hallways, he called out to me, "Hey, (my name)!" I turned back while saying hi but he was already gone. I had no idea about what I was doing but my first thought is to tell him I like him. I dashed back to where I thought I heard his voice, looked all around, even asked one of his friends where he went, but I didn't find him. That was the day I told myself that I would tell him I like him the next chance I see him. It was graduation day when I next saw him. I was walking to my mom's car and saw him in the hallways. I hesitated for around 5 seconds. He didn't see me yet. Then, when I was about to call out to him, he went into the classroom. That was my last chance...then he went to college.
blackout3000 blackout3000
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1 Response Aug 4, 2010

Omg... That's got to be one of the saddest stories ever... !!<br />
If it's meant to be, you're gonna see him again, keep hope :)<br />
xo. ox. Lb