Love Is Too Tricky

After years of abuse and running into the wrong person, I finally found someone that I was so incredibly happy with.  We hit it off, had an amazing relationship; I'd truly never been happier or more in love than I was.  I made so many sacrifices for him and really turned my life around so that we could be together forever, like I thought we would.

One day, out of no where, he started to beat me up, screaming at me about how worthless I was to him.  That was the end of it, and as awful as he was to me, I can't seem to get over it.  Everything was finally what I had dreamt about... everything, every song, everything makes me think of him and it kills me, day by day being without him. 

He never loved me like he said, he was in it for his own selfish reasons and I was played like a fool the whole time. 


josepht1987 josepht1987
18-21, M
1 Response Dec 26, 2007

I'm sorry you have had to go through such a thing. Just remember its not him you are still in love with. Its what you had that was so great before he became a monster that you are in love with. <br />
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Soon you will find another guy that can make you feel that all over again, without the abuse.