Sometimes It Still Hurts

It's been over 15 years now and sometimes really late at night my mind wanders back to him. I would have done anything for him. I did a lot to him. I really didn't know what I had til the end. I apologized to him a while after he left me. So that helped some. But he would come to my job and visit me. Totally irritating. I was in a new relationship and I really wanted things to work. (We're getting married.) So I focused on what I had going for me and I got over it. But still...I can't really get it all out right now. I'll think on this some more and add to this later.
caitilie caitilie
46-50, F
1 Response Oct 25, 2006

It's me again. So sometimes I still think back on him. It's been quite a while since I originally posted this. About two years ago I found out that he died. Any stupid ideas I had are now gone. I'm looking forward and living my life day by day. I haven't gotten married yet. Life has been giving me one hurdle after another to jump over. I've made it this far. Thanks for the feedback.