And Still Do...

I've loved my husband since we were in high school. Of course, he wasn't my husband then. In fact, I married someone else after high school and for the next 32 years I was miserable. The marriage gave me wonderful kids but nothing else. I divorced and 3 years later married the man I should have married after high school. I loved him and married him knowing who he is and how he is. When he is happy, he says he loves me. When he is stressed or irritated with something I've said or done, he can shut the love off like a water tap. When the stress is over or he is over being upset with me life is good again. The up and down of our relationship hurts and is wearing me down. I feel like nothing most of the time. It is a good thing that I have my kids and grandkids or I don't think there would be enough purpose or happiness to keep me in this world.
browneyedgal browneyedgal
51-55, F
1 Response Mar 17, 2007

I'm confused. Your current husband is doing this to you? the one you love? or is this referring to the ex? <br />
If current, he should seek professional help. sounds like something that therapy might help. <br />
good luck!!