I don't care who reads my stories, or who thinks I am crazy. I know I'm not. My feelings are so strong for him. I cannot help it. I have never wanted to meet another person more in my life. The one I cherish and adore. The one with the simple smile and the kind eyes. The one whose voice wakes up my spirit with joy and happiness. When I'm having a bad day I just see his face, and it may not take away the pain or problems, but at least temporarily I wear a grin. I can only imagine being in his presence. He seems so cool and down to earth. Maybe he is, maybe he is not. I love him, but only on my own. He's in another relationship now. My best friend tells me not to stress it because he had other girlfriends before I was even aware of his existence. My best friend is absolutely right. Maybe there is still a chance for my dreams. I thought once I discovered him that I had at once found my soul mate. But it was only a one-sided romance. Who knows what life has in store. I hope I can still be graced with his presence. I simply love him more than I can even comprehend myself. I just feel this connection between us. Or one that could exist instantly. I pray with all my heart that I can at least meet the one who has lit up my world for months now.