Crushed By A Crush

Let me start off by saying that I am 16. Most people say that I am not "in love" with this certain person, but in all honesty, I think I am. I went out with this person for three+ months, and they were a great three months, my depression was even gone while I dated this person. This person was my first boyfriend and my first kiss. After three months though, he broke up with me, I'm still not sure why. It has been two years since we've gone out, and I still like him as much as I did back then. I see him in the hallway and something inside me actually hurts when he walks by. I have never cried over this boy though, and I don't know why. All my friends tell me to get over him and move on, but I cant. I talk to him sometimes, and when I do, I start to like him more. Then I stop talking to him and my feelings dissolve a bit, but whenever I dont talk to him, he suddenly finds interest in me. I like him I really do, and I'm 99.9% sure that he will never like me back. Does anyone have advice? Please and thank you.
FearMeImShort FearMeImShort
18-21, F
1 Response May 14, 2012

ok well first is he like one of those drifters? like goes from one girl to another? if that is case he will get bored of people i think and if he still has feelings for u then he'll b back. u shud ask him y he broke up with u jus make it conversational..if he has really moved on then well is there anything else u can do? 16 is a young age. theres still time in your life to find someone who loves u

Yes, I know I'm young and that I have plenty of time to find someone, but I really just want him. No he doesn't drift, I was his longest girlfriend (for a one time thing, not as a bunch of relationships combined). Also, I feel like that if I bring it up then I'll make him feel awkward.

thats true sometimes things may have to be left unsaid...