For Better Or For Worse
I'm a shy person; I can be really quiet or become 'boring' and it turns some people off. So I'm horrible when it comes to talking to guys. But I'm no fool; if the guy is rude or does not respect me, I will know and immediately avoid. But there is this one guy, whose name I will change to Aaron, who is really funny, outgoing and nice. There isn't a lot of guys left around like him. Also as a bonus, he is a handsome native :) I have liked this guy for 3 years, but I know he doesn't and probably won't ever feel the same for me. We don't talk much and usually hang out with our group of friends. I'm too shy to speak to him more forwordly and don't want to reveal that I like him more than a friend. I'm not physically attractive, so that also ruins my chances. All I can do is sneak glances at him and hope for him to be happy with whoever has the lucky chance at being in a relationship with him. I need to let my feelings for him go, and I was on my way to it, but then he smiled at me today with that charming and adorable smile that just made me like him even more. Fate is a tad cruel.