I Love Some One and He Did Not Love Me and It Was a Merry Go Around

I was in love with this man .
And we all most got married.
And I think he just said it. That he wanted to married me.
But I was so much wanted to married him .
I was on a merry go around and had a hard time to get off it.
I went to house all the time .
And he did not wanted me he wanted some one else.
It was a hard time to let go and go on with my life.
And I had been married but never in love with someone.
I think about it all the time.
How much I was in love with him and could not get over him.
It was a hard time and feeling get over it.
And now I see other people feel that way to and that helps me alot.

I Don't think he love me as much as I loved him.

Lashanda
lashanda lashanda
51-55, F
2 Responses Apr 15, 2007

Don't fall in love with the high.

To love and not be loved back, it makes your heart sink but before you feel that you've wasted time and/or feel that you were just not good enough. Do not go there! There was a reason for all of this.<br />
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To be in love and to love, doesn't just happen once in a lifetime. Do not buy into the fairy tale. Love can happen as many times as you are open to it. NOW you know your capacity to love and what traits you love in a person. You will be more hesitate to love next time but it will happen again.<br />
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Love passionately, to not be guarded, but be picky on whom you place your affections on. Love will come again for you, I promise, and it will be sweeter next time.<br />
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Welcome to the first day of the rest of you life and feel the love waiting out there for you. Don't go looking for it, it is like one of those elusive animals that come out only when aren't looking. But that person, for you, is out there and you will bump into him when you least expect it.<br />
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May love find you no matter when you are....