I Need Him

I met this guy a few months ago online while i was really depressed and suicidal and after we had been talking for a few months, He told me how he felt about me. I had alwayse felt a connection with him but was scared to admit it, for fear that it would hurt to much due to him living so far away. he made me feel like no one else ever has and he pulled me out of my depresseion and helped me find myself. Just yesterday, he started becoming more distant and i could feel him pulling away. After asking him why, he said he has a girlfriend now. It hurt so bad to have someone i trusted and loved more than anything love someone else. it hurt so bad that it pulled me back into my depression and suicidal tendancies more than ever. i dont feel like myself anymore.
Dubby799 Dubby799
13-15, F
2 Responses Jun 21, 2012

Join the club sweetie! It hurts it sucks and I know it, I'm feeling it now from a similar situation! Be strong keep your head up! I know it's easier said than done ;)

You have a long and wonderful life ahead of you! What you may not realize now is that the best is yet to come. There are so many good people in this world. Do not focus on those that make you feel bad. In fact get them out of your life as soon as possible and you will see your gray skies clear up. Hang in there. You are not the first to experience this kind of pain. It is natural to feel hurt over this. Just remember no one can take away the loving individual you are! Even if they do not return your love. Don't give up your capacity for love. I would also stay away from guys that live far away. If you can't see hom face to face, it will be hard to trust him.

Thank You so much(:
You upped my spirit 100 times.