I Need Him
I met this guy a few months ago online while i was really depressed and suicidal and after we had been talking for a few months, He told me how he felt about me. I had alwayse felt a connection with him but was scared to admit it, for fear that it would hurt to much due to him living so far away. he made me feel like no one else ever has and he pulled me out of my depresseion and helped me find myself. Just yesterday, he started becoming more distant and i could feel him pulling away. After asking him why, he said he has a girlfriend now. It hurt so bad to have someone i trusted and loved more than anything love someone else. it hurt so bad that it pulled me back into my depression and suicidal tendancies more than ever. i dont feel like myself anymore.