It Is Starting.
I don't know how to begin, so I'll go to the main thing. So, here I am living with my friend in my mom's boyfriend house. And we have a roommate. Guy. And the thing is that I am starting to like him. He's not my type at all. He doesn't have any education, he drinks more beer than I smoke, he is serious very rarely. But... I don't know. I will do whatever it takes to make that feeling go away. It is not just because it is impossible that he would like me, but I wouldn't want to be with him. Moments like these I hate myself. And now I am starting to ignore him. **** my life.