I Finally Saw

Here I was, day after day making excuses for you and convincing myself that it just wasn't time yet. I told myself that if I just be patient and waited that one day you will see, that one day you will see ME and that you would love me the way I wanted you to so badly. Then I turned around, and five years of my life was gone, I spent it waiting. Then, I met her, and I finally saw. I saw why you couldn't love me, because you loved her and you probably always will. She is so much the same as me but so very opposite as well. I finally saw the you that I desperately wanted you to be, only it was through her eyes. "Head high, back straight", that is how I will leave you. We all deserve happiness, even you, and there it is...there SHE is. Go. Be with her. I wish you all the best, I pray that she appreciates that smile you give in troubled times. I pray she appreciates the warm hugs you give during the tearful periods. I pray that she will feel more love from your arms than I did when you hold her. I will say goodbye knowing that I finally saw...I finally saw you.