She Couldn't Like Me Anyway

I fell in love with my close friend, while she was in a relationship. She had a boyfriend. I don't know why I liked her, maybe I thought she could be the first person I completely trusted. Maybe I liked her because she trusted me to keep her secrets, maybe even because she seemed to resemble me in her way of thinking at the time.

Meh.. Whatever.

It was a big mistake though. She kept talking about how amazing her boyfriend was, which would give me this strange feeling of being unable to breath. But I couldn't tell her how she was making me feel, then she would feel bad and she'd be less likely to trust me with her thoughts.

So, I never said anything. But I always secretly hoped that she and her 'amazing' boyfriend would break up. And then, they did. Apparently, her boyfriend wasn't so amazing after all. As soon as I heard that, I was happy. But after a few days, she told me that she still liked him.

It hurt, to say the least.

But, now it hurts less. I don't know if I'll truly get over her, but at least I don't really like her anymore.

Thanks, for listening. I just wanted to tell someone.
TrafalgarLaw TrafalgarLaw
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 15, 2012

When your heart gets ripped in two, throw the tainted part away and become miraculous. Shakespeare said this through his play of Hamlet, it's true, even if it may seem near impossible.