So Beautiful

She was so beautiful, like an angel in disguise. Her every smiling face always had something to give me. Just the strength to stand up and face my problems.

I fell in love with her, this beauty but I couldn't tell her. Instead i wrote it in my secret diary thingy. I couldn't stop hating myself for loving her. it was wrong my mind told me. It's not wrong to love someone said my heart.

The inner battle didn't stop. I knew it wouldn't until I told her. I knew it could ruin our friendship but I couldn't keep beating myself up.

I just told her one day. She was surprised and shocked. i was nervous to see her reaction. she stayed quiet and honestly I thought she hated me .

We didn't speak much for two days until she pulled me aside and told me that she didn't like me like that but that she couldn't ignore me. She said she missed talking to me and getting advice, and that she couldn't give up our friendship.

I told her not to worry about it anymore and from that day we went back to being best friends again. Though it was hard, I eventually got over her.

And even though that was the past, she  is and will always be so beautiful to me!
ArtemisRose ArtemisRose
18-21, F
4 Responses Sep 17, 2012

So sorry for u. That happened to me to still I'm trying to frind someone else. Good luck!

Good luck to you too :)

Its amazing that you were able to get over her at all, how did you do it?

I valued our friendship too much to risk it again so I decided that it was time to move on and it took a while but I eventually fully got over her. It was one of the hardest things I have done.

i hope you find your love

Thank you I'd like to find her too :)

yeah :)

this is beautiful story i hope you find real love

I hope so too :)

i think you will find beautiful girlfriend

I'd like to. But that's hard to do in my country :)