In The End...

I want to talk to you. Will you find some time for me? This one and last time? Please? I know I sound like a broken radio. And that's actually how I feel now. Like a broken radio.
I'm so tired. I know you dont want to hurt my feelings or something, but it only makes me more hurt. Just be honest with me once.
We both know that you have never promised me anything. Once again, I respect that. I have no right to complain.
We might not like it, but you will be always in my mind. You are my first love. We always remember the first onces, right?
I was just one from many others. I know that. I'm so sorry for making you keep in touch with me. But I want you to know that it hurts me more than you. Watching how you dont want that, but trying not to hurt me. „I'm sorry, Im just so busy”. The nices **** you I have heard so far.
I want to be selfish just this one more time. Dont write to me again. I wish you were thinking about me from time to time, but I know it's not like that. The truth is different. I wish we had a chance to be a normal couple. Maybe if we had some more time. Who knows. Too bad you dont want to wait, but I accept that. I wont spam you to death. Or follow you next time I will get to the place. No worries.
Thank you for everything.


And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world

by Gary Jules – Mad world

I can't wait when I will cure myself from love to you. I don't want to feel this way anymore.
xagu xagu
22-25, F
1 Response Nov 27, 2012

I have been in your place once. I could write lots of text explaining how it went, but instead, i'll summarize it in one simple sentence. Pay attention because it's completely true:

You will get through this.

That's it. Nothing else needs to be added.