He Pretended To Love Me

I was ready to give up my virginity, do it all, try it all, and leave myself vulnerable for him.
I never do this for other people.
He told me he "appreciated the gesture because it was out of character". Then, three weeks later while we talk on skype he says something. It must have slipped his mind:
"Yeah, that was borderline psycho".
It kind of stung, but not too hard until later on. He seemed uncomfortable I said that but tried to hide it. I should have taken a hint, but I had never said I love you to anyone in my life.
"I think I love you, it's more than "like"...you just got under my skin"

He pretends to like what I do for him, including LOVING him. I'm in love with someone who doesn't love me, but also strings me along...probably thought he was going to get some.
I remember him saying "you got to let me in!"(meaning, heart and mind).

I bought him a hat, I think it'll become a second garbage...
Blocked him from every single social media. I'm just waiting for him to call (if he bothers), because he wants to see if he has power over me.

I'll follow my intuition from now on.
Our parents are friends, so hemight show up at Christmas...BOY! Is he going to get a present.
"Cold hearted *****" is going to take a whole new meaning.
Thepinkcoconut Thepinkcoconut
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 9, 2012

I have two daughters, 33 and 30.... When they were growing up I use to preach to them about boys and all that they wanted and if you give it to them, then they will leave you and go on to their next conquest. I also use to say to them that if and when they do give it up to be sure that it is the real thing, where they want you and only you. Then I would go on and tell them that one day there will be someone who will enter into their life who will want them for who they are and not for what they can get out of you.

:) That's sweet of you, thanks for writing that!