Things Change

I am loved. Or at least for the time being. Or thats what he says. Yes, the man I've been in love with for 2 years says he loves me. And yet I can't help but feel this is nothing but a temporary state of mind. What happens when he decides he doesn't? He goes skipping merrily on his way while I try to keep my broken heart from shattering on the floor? Maybe because of how much I've loved him, always believing it was unrequited, maybe thats whats making me feel this. And then I can't decide if this is good. That he loves me I mean. If I'm feeling this saddened by the prospect of being unloved by him again, is this love made in heaven really meant to be? I don't even know.
lanikat lanikat
18-21, F
Jan 24, 2013