Glutton For Punishment.

I hate unrequited love because it's something I'm attracted to. I know that's a round-about-way of saying it, but it's true. Nothing grabs my attention more than someone who isn't interested in me. I have to know why and obsess about it for hours on end. I work hard to draw them to me. The more I'm invisible to them, the more I want them to see me. It's like unconcious reverse psychology. It sucks, because it'll only end one of two ways. One: No matter how much I cry and scream over it, they'll never see me... or Two: I succeed and lose interest as soon as they start being serious about our relationship. See what I mean!!! I'd swear I'm cursed...
Faile Faile
18-21, F
3 Responses Jun 13, 2007

I know a guy that works exactly like that- blows hot and cold, likes the thrill of the chase more than the ob<x>ject of desire,<br />
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The only way you will stop being like that is when you meet your match which is another girl/boy who plays exactly the same game and then you get addicted to the highs and lows and uncertainy and end up in love with nothing because you never got any concrete commitment- and then you will cry until you are worn out and decide you want/dserve someone who loves you as much as you love them- nothing less will do!

I know whatcha mean

I must say I enjoyed reading what you had to say.... =] Have a wonderful day!