Its Really Frustrating

am getting triggered by my weakness each day
its a feeling of being hit w/ a deadly weapon
am kinda freakin sad and i hate the feeling of being ssoo damn shakin lonely coz of conflicts and aches in life...its killing me inside where it came to the point of giving up..To the hell i care wd protocols and such,to the hell i care wd my damn sensitive attitude..
How i wish i'll woke up someday not to feel worries and be so damn insensitive just a little thing that i hate about myself..i wish to be a bad rude gurl so that i cant feel any depressions and will just walk on by with out fears in lyf.....i just wanted to be a stupid naughty gurl like what i have seen around lately..In such i can do watever id like to... Its seems so unright seeing naughty girls wuth there very own sweet lovers..Lovers that can give there whole life with them..Who accepts them as who they are with out any buts and hows..its kinda unfair..am trying my best to be a nice one but its seemss its not working....its kinda ridiculous...its not ryt!!!
its too unfair!!! why all damn people trying to hurt me with out any reasons huh!!!!
to hate the feelin of being down....
i hate to follow people around me..i dont want them to mandate my life..They dont have any right nor whatsoever..HAHAy i relly dunno what to say am really kinda frustrated thats why i just blog it out...duhhhhh
so damn hate them all

juniene juniene
22-25, F
1 Response Jun 25, 2007

"i hate to follow people around me..i dont want them to mandate my life..They dont have any right nor whatsoever.."me too :)<br />
Just be who you are i know one of this days a certain person will come into your life the one that will truly love you and who'll let you feel the happinesss that you deserve.Take care...