I fell in love for the first time in college.  We met freshman year and were both dating other people.  We became very close friends instead.  I loved him for three years.  Junior year we were finally both single at the same time.  I had never felt such strong feelings for anyone and he seemed to share them for a time. 

That short time we were together was like a dream and still is sometimes.  It hurt imensely when he went back to his old girlfriend and told me he wanted nothing more to do with me.  I not only lost a love I lost someone who I thought of a my best friend. 

Even though that was seven years ago and even though I am happily married now it still hurts sometimes.  I wonder if it will ever just....not hurt anymore. 

spark spark
26-30, F
Jul 3, 2007