My Poem For J Brodie

John and I met on St Paddy's day last 2007.  We are still together till today but like some of you out there... I love someone who doesnt' love me.  I know one day he will leave me when his contract here expires..  This October when he was back in New Castle for holiday, he asked bout the poem I promised to write him.. and I did keep my promise.  He read the poem and told me he love it....  Here is to share with all of you out there..



Met him on St Paddy’s Nite

His first hand grip makes my heart felt so light

Chatted with him while waiting for his flight

Telling me he wished I stayed the nite.


Inside me I know so deep

I am me and I am unique

Should I tell him should I speak

My heart is starting to get weak


He sends me photos and wow he looks good

I am lost for words and I go mute

His voice and smiles never fail to cheer me indeed

Geordie aimed well and got his cupid


A year and a half passed by quickly

With no doubt I still love him dearly

Will he whisper to me again ‘I love you babe’

Or will it be goodbye cutting me like a blade


Spending all his onshore time with me

I felt so blessed and lucky

What else can I ask for

Cherish our time together and ask no more


With these words I end this verse

Could be better could be worse

All I say just understand

When I am drifting give me your hand


Eternal Eternal
31-35, F
3 Responses Nov 26, 2008

Love is something hard to find. Im young i know, i know i don't have full experience to say what love is, but i loved this one boy Michael. he loved me too a lot our relationship was the best, we saw eachother almost every weekend plus everyday at school. now on dec. 5. 2010 he broke up with me, ended my life, my love for him was still there but he didnt love me back, didnt care what i did anymore. He gave up on love, he made me happy everyday i was with him but i didnt make him happy i feel terriable im depressed im sad, holding emotions inside. All i want is him back with me almost a year on March. 30. 2011 almost but its gone the dreams i had together being married with a chil its all gone. i hate myself. he wants me to move on but im not ima be waiting til he loves again if he does and its not me i hope he's happy with his new love and i'll still be loving him my whole life i will never forget him. my heart is his and will stay with him till he dies. I love you michael so much

Thank you for your comments TM.. I doubt J and I will ever argue..cos there will be nothing to argue about. What is there to argue when I know there will not be a future for us? You get what I mean? Arguments only starts when either party is not happy with the situation or either party starts to have 'expectation'... I am the other woman can I have expectations? So I take it as it will only be heartache when all is over.. As for him cheating on me to end 'us'...I wont' comment on this as it never crosses my mind he will do such. If he really do it to break 'us'..then he is really not worth even just being my friend. He knew the reason why my marriage if he were to do the same to me... he is really cold blooded. Like I said..he can tell me 'lets call it a day' and I will have to accept it.. I will just asked 'What went wrong'...and walk away quietly cos he should know me by now.. =)

Nice poem, Eternal<br />
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Troubled Mind does have a point though.<br />
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Glad I didn't stick around with the one who fled.<br />
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"I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived."<br />
Margaret Mitchell