I Love My Friend to Death...

well maybe not to death, that sounds kinda crazy, but i can honestly say that my love for him is undescribable. even my best friend cant wrap her mind around the concept of loving someone that much. if you would have told my 4 yrs ago that me and him would be as close as we are i would tell you ur buggin' but me having a crush on him at 18 definitly created a friendship that i never had with a guy. i told him how i felt when we were a bit younger but he rejected me and i thought he would stop talking to me bcuz of the akwardness but that didnt happen. but over the yrs i repressed my feelings for him so it wouldnt mess up are friendship. after high school we kinda lost touch but rencently the changes in both of are lives made it possible to see eachother again. the problems are this, 1 ppl keep telling me oh he loves you too and blah blah, look at the way he acts with you and i see it too but after four yrs he can still lay next to me in bed and not do anything knowing that i like him. 2. its true what they say its really not possible to love 2 ppl at once. men after men i feel nothing for. i can have sex with anybody but i dont have the capabilty to love anyone else. i know that he's the one for me and i dont care how long i have to wait and i dont care what ppl think loving him makes me happy and i feel grateful to have him in my life i know what uncondtional love feels like....
roulette roulette
22-25, F
Jul 25, 2007