My Ex

I loved my ex I believe with all of my heart, I fell head over heels with him, he was my first true love that lasted 2 years. I felt like my future was with him we were so compatible it felt great. Eventually we started fading he ended up cheating then telling me he never actually loved me? So I waited 11 months while he was in jail, him asking begging for me to stay faithful and never leave him, well I did stay faithful and stayed by his side. And all i get before christmas is him treating me like a dog, our fights got worse, he put his hands on me and pushed me into things during one arguement and thats what tore me away from him. I truly loved him, but I know he didn't love me, at least not the right way. I want to experience true love not false love.

Candimarie91 Candimarie91
22-25, F
2 Responses Feb 18, 2009

I hope one day you fine true love. Girls like us who give it all for our "loves" deserve to fine it.

Sorry to hear that hon, growing pains suck balls; one day (and you never know when) you'll find something real.