I Was a Fool...

I saw him when i was 17 years old....met him on my 19th birthday....loved him when i was 20....spent almost 8 years with him...there was no day in these 8 years when i didnt speak to him or called him....every day i spoke to him.. i gave hime evrything...every moment i spent with him was memorable...but he....????

he loved my beauty....my body....not me....he just wanted to enjoy my beauty..taste my body thats it....he got it...I was a fool... i gave him everything...at last....he left me and walked away...i was thrown out like a dog.......

Yes i was a fool..... i still love him...still....i need him......

sweeti sweeti
22-25, F
1 Response Feb 22, 2009

I am sorry....I understand what this feels like......to give everthing unconditionally. Every last bit of yourself to someone that can not feel the same way. I did for 9 years, however everyday that goes by I start to realize it may be for the best.....