Frustrated & Alone . . . Again

I have a great talent I fall for guys who like me, but don't love me. Or they love me like a sister. :{  The most current object of my affection is a trucker who calls me every other day when he is on the road.  When he is home we 'hang out' sometimes kiss but thats it. I LUST for this man!  He is sooo hot! And he is crazy smart, but something holds him back. There are times when he seems on the verge of saying I love you, then he just says 'take care' and hangs up. I'm 43 and the clock is ticking I can't afford to waste my time on him. But then again patience is a virtue right . . .?

Did I mention I dated a guy for 12 years and we never lived together nor were we engaged. He just dangled the marriage carrot in front of me and I like some dmned poodle jumped thru hoop after hoop to please him. Never attaining that elusive goal.

gaqt466 gaqt466
41-45, F
3 Responses Mar 3, 2009

Yes, it often seems hard to find a compatible mate now-a-days. Then when you find someone it sometimes just doesn't work out. I think the first thing we need to do is focus on ourselves and I believe happiness comes from within. It's never good to depend on someone else for your happiness. Sorry that I rambled on but hang in there. You'll be okay.

well good luck with you and the trucker

TWELVE YEARS IS A LOT OF DANGLING ....ANY DALIENCE WITH A DANGLER WOULD HAVE PROVED DANGEROUS.