I Still Love Him!
For two years I have loved a guy called David. We are good friends and he tells me his feelings and unfortunatly I tell him mine. I cant control myself. i tell him I fancy him but I never tell him I love him in case he got so freaked out. He plays with my mind and flirts and makes me think that I have a chance but I never do. He annoys me so badly! The way he would click his fingers and I would be there in a second! He was manipulative and I knew he was and still is no good for me. but I cant stop loving him!!
I even tried going cold turkey on him. My friends even called him turkey boy but no matter how much i tried I just couldnt stop loving him. He told me who he loved and even though she seemed like a great girl (long blonde hair, funny, popular with EVERYBODY, kind and normal) I hated her! She wouldnt even look at David and part of me was happy with that. but I also couldnt understand why she wouldnt go out with him.
I confess - I still am in love with him, and as a new school year begins in just a few days I know that it is going to be difficult for me. I am just wishing that he will fall in love with me.
Hoping we will live happily ever after......