She Didnt Love Me, and Now?!?

I don't even know if I should write this here, or find some other EG, but:

I was in a relationship with her for 6 months.  Its now been two years, 4 months and 11 days (She broke up with me, because she "didn't love me").

She sent me a scrapbook/map like the girl in "Elizabethtown" - Problem is, although its the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me, and she wants me back, I've been in a different relationship for over a year now.  I can't do anything but look at the photographs, her handwriting, the maps, and listen to the CD she included and cry.    I can't even spend the gift cards she put in the scrapbook (even though they are activated) because I would feel guilty spending them without her.

I wanted her so badly then, but now, as life has dealt us different hands, all I can do is look at the scrapbook with longing to take the journey she outlined in pink highlighter...

:(
aldricravensfog aldricravensfog
22-25, M
2 Responses Aug 17, 2007

get over it, if she wants you back she wants you back. thats more than what my whorish x girlfriend wants. tahts more on many scales what she wants. mine just left me after 3 years when i was in afhgnistan, never even had problems, just one day said i cheated on you, i dont want to fix thigns bye.. and thats it. so yeah. atleast your girl wants you back. go for her

Ask your heart who it wants to be with i guess.