At Least I Thought I Loved Him.

I thought he was the perfect guy, and I had strong feelings for him. But then when we started hanging out we were doing things couples did and then I thought that my feelings were so strong that they had to be love.

He told me often that he did, but I think he didn't love the person inside. I was under his spell for about three years, we would fight, we would make up but then finally I got tired of his games.

I had to end it, after I moved to the other side of the city I did everything I could to try and get over him, knowing that he probably never loved me as much as I "loved" him helped me.

The funny thing is now though I found someone who I actually do love, maybe it's because it's requitted and it makes it so much better.
The funny part? He still tries to get a hold of me, almost killed my boyfriend and yet he didn't love me?

I don't talk to him anymore, rarely think about him because he brings me so much pain, things that he did were things no one should ever do to a girl.

I'm happy to say that I'm completely over him and in love with someone else. I'm just annoyed that he still tries to call me..

queenisabella queenisabella
18-21, F
3 Responses Mar 22, 2009

Doesn't leave you alone??? Well... I had a similar problem. I just acted like it don't matter. Try it, he might just lose interest in you.

I followed my heart and it lead me to the boyfriend I have now. <br />
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I just wish he would leave me alone.

Love, or simply a lack of it, do sometimes complicate matters.<br />
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Someone whom we once felt so strongly for, or someone else we have just met?<br />
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There is never a right or wrong when it comes to love, being true to oneself is the best way to go about. Follow your heart...