I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

Maybe  it is our life expectation , that one is unlovable. Maybe the chemistry only feels right when being rejected. Reminiscent emotional patterns learnt from our childhoods when we felt unloved and rejected. May be imagined but it felt true to us. Perhaps  we can only feel emotionally normal with a relationship when someone rejects and betrays us.

I am presently infatuated with someone who is married. I can not expect anything from them but I am smitten. Nothing has happened between us.

The pain is intense and I am coping with this insanity as best I can. The loneliness is a killer but I shall probably set myself free from this torture by moving on

fillis fillis
46-50, F
1 Response Feb 8, 2010

sometimes the best thing to do is to move on. beleive me i know your pain and how you deal with it will either make it go away or make the pain worse.