Its Nothing..

And then it hits you like a truck.

I knew it from the start, i was heavily in love with a wonderful woman, i couldnt have. I dont remember what we were talking about, but she said that my friend liked her. I said that makes two of us. She said she liked him.

It was always in my head, that i knew she didnt like me the same way back. But, once you know or see or hear that they dont like you back, your heart just sinks. Your chest feels heavy but light at the same time. You know the tears would do nothing.

It goes from not really wanting to say anything, to wanting to shower them with affection, to wishing you could go back and not repeat yourself.

Funny thing is, me and her still talk to each other.
HangingTree HangingTree
18-21, M
1 Response Mar 2, 2010

Similar thing happened to me, except the girl started out interested in me. Then got interested in someone else...then decided she wanted to be with me...then went to him...and still flirts with me and wants to be friends. lol<br />
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Sometimes there is no explaining how these things go.