Sense Of It All

I am wondering since some time about things like that;, did knowing him had any sense? Did loving him so crazily had any meaning? Or was it all in my sick head? Or is it all a meaningless coincidence? Just a mistake? How can love have no meaning at all? Why it's happening that you know somebody and start to love him? Is it for nothing? Or does it happen somewhat on porpouse? Does it have meaning for him? Did we really met, i mean , on a deeper level, or was it just some meaningless, accidental interaction? Everything seems so empty and boring when you think that your feelings have no meaning, that you meet some people by accident, that you love them by accident, that your feelings are just a mistake, something you should just ignore and forget.. How can i forget him? And why?

BlueAspiryna BlueAspiryna
31-35, F
1 Response Mar 3, 2010

Love cannot be forced (someone told me so), you just feel when you feel...It's something more complex beyond the logic, so don't try to analyze too much what has been and what hasn't. I'm learning to do this too - not think too much, especially when it comes to love.