He's Perfect, But It's Impossible :(

There's this guy at my school, he's a supply teacher and his name is Paul Reeve. I've known him for 4 years now, and i realised pretty quickly that he was the one for me. Even though I have a boyfriend, I know deep down that nobody will ever be a good enough substitute for him. Things could blossom once I graduate, but the thing is, he's a married man, even though its only been a year since they got hitched. He's absolutely everything to me, and all I want is for him to just hold me and tell me it's gonna be OK. Is there anything I can do on this one?

Laz4Life Laz4Life
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 7, 2010

To be honest, I don't think this is a crush, I think it was when it started, but i've fallen in love with him, because I barely even find him attractive any more, there's just this aura about him that draws me to him. I know it sounds dumb, but all I want is to spend the rest of my life with him. Some nights I dream that we're married with kids, and every time I wake up smiling and wishing it could happen. We're quite friendly, and talk to each other a lot. I think he knows I like him, but not to the level that I really like him at.

I am not sure what you can do. Love is strange. This sounds more like a crush than love. Real Love is never from afar. <br />
Being married is a commitment. You have a boyfriend. This doesn't really sound like 'true love', but, you never know.<br />
Perhaps you should wait for that 'someday' to come before you do anything, get a little older, a little wiser, sounds like a painful situation could arise.