I Can't Sleep At Night.

I am in love with my best friend, I have been in love since the day we first met almost a year ago now. I'm finding myself more and more frustrated and depressed as time goes on. We hang out almost every day and talk all the time but only as friends, I know for a fact he doesn't love me back because if he did I wouldn't known by now. I can't sleep at night anymore because this unrequitted love is just tormenting me. I can't remember the last time I had a good nights sleep. I've seen the sun rise more times in the past few weeks than I have in my entire life. What can I do? I just want to rest and be at peace at night.....I've tried sleeping pills, I've tried reading, I've tried everything and nothing seems to work for me. The only time I'm ever able to fall asleep is if he calls or texts and then I'm able to just lay down in my bed and fall asleep while talking to him. He's the only thing that makes me feel peaceful and he just puts my mind to rest. I need to figure out a way to not depend on him so much, especially since he doesn't have the same feelings for me that I do for him. So again, what do I do? Can anyone offer me any advice?

KingofHearts11 KingofHearts11
22-25, M
Mar 16, 2010