Bad Birth ****?

HAD ONE CHILD FROM ANOTHER TIME MY DEC 3 YEARS OLD AT THIS TIME MET MY HUBBY MARTIN ..FELL PREGNANT.....ANOTHER CSECTION ..I WAS WORRIED....HAD MENTAL **** SINCE I WAS 12...THATS ANOTHER STORY...ENYWAYS...WAS ABOUT TO GIVE BIRTH TO MY DAUGHTER SAM THEN I DID......AFTERWARDS......AT HOME I STARTED BLEEDIN FROM MY C...SECTION SCAR..I WENT IN HOSPITALTHEY SAID THINGS WERE FINE ....I GOT DICHARGED.....THEN I WENT TO THE LOO AND MY LIFE CHANGED FOREVER..................I WENT TO THE LOO..THEN MY SCAR CAME APART.......ALL.THE WAY.........I WAS IN SHOCK .............I FELT LIKE MY MY GUTS WERE COMIN OUT ,,,,,,,I WAS SO SCARED.THWEY LEFT ME LYING THERE FOR A FEW HOURS AS I HAD HAD BREAKFAST.......ALL OPEN WOUNDS FROM HAVIN MY BABE ....CANT FORGET IT TILL THE DAY I DAY THEY SORTED ME OUT BUT WHAT I CANT UNDERSTAND IS WHY.....ME ........WHY MY LIFE BEING ****** UP...ENYWAYS.....I SUFFERED BEING 6STONE AT MY LIGHTEST THATH  WAS DUE TO SHOCK AND DEPRSSION...LIFE IS FAB 2XKIDS ARE H EALTHLY....I WOULD LIKE ANSWERS...BUT I ANT GONNA GET THEM COVERUP..LUV MY HGUBBY MARTIN...LOVE LYNSIE FROM THE HEARTBABAXXXXXXXXX

lynsiebisic lynsiebisic
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Jul 21, 2010