So He Is Gone...

So it has been a few days since he has left. I have gotten to hear from him a bunch of times now! i know that it won't be like this the whole deployment but for now it's so nice. I am very surprised that I have been taking this as well as I have been, I am not sure if it is because it hasn't really hit me yet or if it because I finally have gotten my anxiety and depression under control (LOL). I am just really excited and cannot wait until he comes home already since the last time he came home he asked me to marry him and we decided on a date! May 3, 2014 <3 So as the days are coming and going I am getting more and more excited. I have been just thinking that it's one day closer not one day since. It is so much easier thinking this way. I just can't wait till I really get to start planning although he is going to be gone while I plan everything. We talked about everything each other wanted for the wedding (pretty much he just agreed with everything I said lol typical guy)... I just can't wait! I hope I can stay this ok for the most part of this deployment. I got to stay strong for him and be his backbone. He is doing so much for me and everyone else, let me at least stay strong for him... I don't want to let him down.
slyyx99 slyyx99
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 13, 2012

Congratulations & good luck. Keep posting : )

Awhh congratulations.... I'm excited for you. Good luck with everything. Have you decided on a Military wedding or are you guys doing it the Civilian way

Hi there what is the difference between a military wedding versus a civilian wedding? ( my fiancé has been overseas close to two years) we also are planning to married when he comes home💞