Shaky

I'm all alone. I wonder if it's because I'm a bad person. I've done so many things so wrong, maybe I am a bad person. Not the kind that wears a cape or a mask, but someone who is, inside, wrong.

I don't want to be alone, its seems llike I just became this person, without noticing. I felt I had to be alone you see, almost as if I was punishing myself, drawing a line between myself and other people. But I don't want to be alone. I would love to know someone who would hug me when i'm sad just to make things seem not so bad.

cohen cohen
26-30, M
2 Responses Apr 24, 2007

awww :( you make feel more sad than i am right now. I'm going through what you are too and i'm feeling so alone and wish that someone would tell me, "I love you" and then i won't ask for anything else, so i'll tell you what i did. I've been nicer to people i listened to them in need and i helped them with their problems and i made them feel better when they cried or felt sad. The other point in here is that people might never change some would but other won't like my sister i tried EVERYTHING, but she still says, "I swear to God i hate you!" And i would go to my room and cry and remembered my mother telling me that she hates me as hell and she wants me to die and remembering my brother shutting the door so hard and sreaming that he wanted me to die too and he threw on me a chair and remembering my father shouting at me, because i didn't pick up the f**kin phone AND remembering my best friend telling me i'm a traitor and that she hates me to death and she will NEVER EVER going to talk to me (she did actually not talk to me) just because i didn't go to school and that because my aunt died and i was sick....blah blah WHILE remembering everything that hates me i wanted to change that and left the ones that would never change :) it helped me but i hope it will help you. Good luck. LOVE you :D and you should love others too..Be nice, smile and support others.

Cohen, why do you feel alone? Do you need a significant other? Friends? Parents? If the issue is regarding having a significant other, I can tell you what the secret is....make sure you have something to offer. Invest in yourself first, and then others will be attracted to you. Let me know if you need any advice or mentoring. I do hope you feel better soon. I have been where you are. I took my own advice, and it works.