I Hope To Stop Being So

I've been in love twice in my life, and although neither ended in some tragic fashion, they each left me affected in a different way. There are many other experiences that feed into my cynicism as well, but it is definitely shaped by my own experiences with love. But I hope to move past this cynicism. I must.
instinct12 instinct12
26-30, M
1 Response Aug 3, 2010

I totally understand even though you didn't get into detail. I feel the same way and am letting my past 2 relationships and breakups affect all my interactions with the opposite sex. I guess I just have to experience and feel this loneliness. I just hope it doesn't last for too long, before I get in too deep of a depression or giving up on potential relationships. Good Luck to you and hang in there. I know it sucks and it hurts. You are not alone.