Becoming Happier With Myself :)For the past year or so now, I've been concerned with my weight. I've never been 'fat' as such, but comparing myself to my friends I always see those few extra pounds I could lose. I try exercising, not eating much, diets that end up lasting only around a week. Nothing I did was helping me lose weight, and let's face it, I love food.
But a few weeks ago I started to think, hey what's this deal with being so stick thin anyway? I've completely stopped my dieting and started indulging myself in foods I love. Although I'm not losing any weight anymore, and my muffin top is probably growing by the day, I feel so much better without this pressure.
I'm gaining weight, and probably will gain more, and I don't care! I'm actually enjoying myself more becoming chubbier, and am becoming more and more comfortable with the way I look. Although I'm not actually trying to gain weight, I figure it'll just come naturally, and if I don't gain weight, that's okay too. I'm just happy being able to eat without all the pressure on myself! :)