Just Look Up

 I am just so bogged down today. I'm sick of the constant battle with no resolution with my spouse. I have a day off but i'm stuck watching my animals making sure they don't lick there non-existent balls from being fixed yesterday. I'm bored out of my mind and haven't achieved anythang today. I have no real friends to call because i have completely lost touch with all of them. We are crammed in this small basement apartment with 5 animals and no room for them, hoping that we will find and be able to purchase a new roomy home soon. My truck still doesn't work. I'm still on restriction from my job from my shoulder surgery, which i know disappoints my boss. I feel like life isn't quite moving right now.

But underneath it all i'm completely in love with the womyn i'm going to spend the rest of my life with and start a family with and that makes me so happy. Even though i feel depressed now, i know i'm really not because i have so much to be thankful for just because she entered my life. This past year has been the best year of my life just because she was in it. I love her and she loves me and i will forever be happy with that.

PushMeDown PushMeDown
26-30, F
1 Response Jun 11, 2009

Hope, you still have it and you should never lose it.<br />
That is what will get you through the tough times and will hold the family together throughout the rough spots.<br />
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Never lose that hope in your heart and things will change for the better.<br />
They did for me and will for you.<br />
Just believe in yourself, your love for your soul mate and keep the hope and you will be in a better place before you know it.<br />
Hope will take you far.<br />
Good luck.