I miss old me...

I used to smile .... i used to be happy .... there were lot of people around me . i was the best entertainment ever....


Now they say im sad always...... they never see me hapy... always lost thinking about something...

I dont blame anyone or anything ..... some were my choices some were forced on me and this is the end result...

I try to feel every single time and all i come to know is i have become heartless...

I try hard to smile and i realize its fake somewhere deep down there its totally fake....


I never knew few things would have effected me this much ........ its hard to ignore and its very hard to think about it .....


either ways it hurts.... i decided to stay numb....


I used make people feel .... i used make them smile .... Now people say i hurt them a lot....

They dont like me ......

try to find my flaws...

I never did that

wwas i wrong or are they wrong ???

is it wrong to be this way ?
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2 Responses Aug 23, 2014

WOW

Are you in depression ? Stay calm... I experience the same thing. You might be going through a change of emotion that makes you matured. Think positive and don't live by what others think of you.