I don't know what the heck i did wrong, but I would sure like to know. I suppose that I will have to confront my "best friend" why she decided to unfriend me on facebook. I mean, it may not be a big deal. She may have just been on her friends list and unfriended the wrong person. But I don't know.
I feel kinda empty inside. But I hurt too. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe i'm depressed. I know that you could be depressed if you're feeling numb. So maybe I am. I don't know.
I don't know if i know if my friends are my friends anymore. I hope they are. I think they are. It may just be my anxieties talking. I don't know.
I'm afraid I'll cut again. Which will SUCK. I almost did last night when i say that my "Best friend" had unfriended me. But I watched "Howl's Moving Castle" and calmed down. "Whisper of the Heart" calmed me down some, but i don't know how far that will go. I just don't know what i did wrong.
Snow1353 Snow1353
22-25, F
Aug 24, 2014