When I was in the closet all I could think about was the pain. Only mental as it was it drained me and all the time pretending to be someone else killed me still does. Some days I would collapse in an empty locker corridor in between classes or the locker room and cry. I was a Jock and said and did mean things. I regret many decisions.
crosado crosado
22-25, M
1 Response Aug 28, 2014

I know it hurts to think about the horrible things you've done, but you're never gonna get better if you don't try. Just think of positive things in your life, not the bad choices you've made. Try to forgive yourself