i am lonely even when ppl are around me, i feel like they all dont really care, which i think they dont since most of them are drunk or on some type of drug, but i guess life just has to be that way, oh well.

y0shi y0shi
2 Responses Aug 2, 2009

Try join a club that you are interested in be it sport or music so maybe you will have a group of peers with similar interest and won't have to feel like that !! Also you risk peer pressure and trying drugs yourself, so get out now !!

change the people you hang around with. you feel empty so change where you go. most of all change your expections of people filling you up with happiness when you got to fill yourself up first from within then you can look to others to complete your happiness. iread about 4 of your things so good luck.