My 'guide' is always telling me that I have to have pride in myself. That I need to look at myself through the eyes of my friends. So, that is what I've been doing. I have a long way to go, which kinda sucks because I'm really looking forward to my private party with said 'guide' but I know it will be worth the wait, especially when I know that I'll be coming to my 'guide' an equal. I will not be weaker or less than them. That is a day I can not wait to see.

For now I will continue to work on me & keep my questions to my 'guide' coming because my 'guide' is an awesome friend, and I love them for it.


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Mar 10, 2009