I am not suicidal, I am not going to take any actions, to hurt myself, or remove myself from this world, but i wouldn't mind it, if I was dead, because being dead, is better than being alive, and feeling this pain right now. I wouldn't mind being dead. It would free me from the pain that I am currently feeling, and the depression that is casting over my eyes, and making it feel horrible right now. I can't really explain how bad I am feeling, and I can't expalin why I want to die, and I am sorry I can't give you an explaniation why I want to harm myself either, I just do. I want to feel something I guess.

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4 Responses Feb 24, 2010

i just want to die. to receve peace and to end it

Vert true life seems to be just a wheel that seems to go round bringing nothing but misery again & again

If you are truely depressed, about 80-90 percent of your brain is non-functional. What I do to jump start my brain when I get depressed is do something to help someone else. i often go to the animal shelter to pet kitties(especially kittens) and walk doggies. And maybe next weekend, I can go out to my friends farm to work and get out of my miserable life. I hope this helps a little. i know it can be hard when you've tried everything and nothing seems to work.

I know loves... I know exactly how you feel. *holds tightly*