I sleep at night wondering what's new tomorrow. Everyday I kind of think of something more dramatic but after work, I go home and do the same thing as yesterday. It's getting pretty redundant and I am sick of it. Most often than not, I make myself a little busy, convincing I am okay with this daily routine because after all it's just the way it is but I know, deep inside there's more out there than just sitting around watching nonsense shows on television or browsing the net. Basically, I am not this type of person that go out and explore which is why I blame myself sometimes. I whine about the same scenario everyday and now I am suffering for it. If talking to myself is crazy then I guess I am crazy because I kind of do that most of the time. When this year started I have promised myself to change my life a bit, maybe do something more daring or create adventure...it all came to a waste because I never do anything instead I let myself run along with my emotion and feeling so pathetic sometimes. Anyways, I never lost hope. Tomorrow might be the same but I still hope for something new and maybe experience a glorious day or I might meet new friends or eat a different dish...little new things is better than nothing.