I Hurt Someone I LoveI said something behind a persons back and she heard about it. The thing is I didn't mean it to be hurtful, I didn't even consider it for a second because I wouldn't get offended for that. Why don't I get that people don't think like me?
Anyway she got really hurt and she wants me to give her a reason. I don't have one. I didn't know it was going to hurt her, otherwise I would've never said it! Only reason I can give is my thoughtlessness and it might have something to do with my confidence, which deep down is extremely low!
What I want to tell is that she being the wonderful person she is, she talked it through with me. No one has ever done that to me! Usually people shout and abandon me, but not her. I apologized and she comforted me when I cried. It's not supposed to go like this!
From now on I am going to give more consideration to what I blurt out of my mouth! I can't afford to lose her and I me hurting her has hurt me more than anything I have ever done!
Jonttura 22-25, F 1 Feb 2, 2013