Is My Life a Waste?

So I'm finishing up college with a degree in accountant and I cant help but wonder if I did the right thing. I don't really enjoy accounting but nothing else sounded appealing to me either. I really want to be able to get a good job and support a family but for what cost? I've worked my *** off to get an impressive resume but it hasn't made me happy. I gave up my weekends to do school work instead of going out and partying and living the college dream. Which path would have led to happiness. Would I have enjoyed the partying and then wished I studied more. I just want to know if my life will ever amount to anything or am I just wasting my life away by working so much.

My girl friend tells me all the time to just relax and enjoy things but I've gotten to the point where I'm not sure I know how to do that. And I'm afraid that it will end up pushing her away. I want to be happy for her sake because I want to feel that I deserve to be with her. She is the most amazing person I have ever met and I want to spend the rest of my life with her.

nottheone nottheone
Mar 21, 2009