Another One Of Those Days

As I sit at my desk at work I reflect over my life. I'm not happy with the things I have accepted. I'm not ok with the fact that I let someone rob me of my happiness. I wanna get it back, I have to. I feel empowered like I can start over and make some much needed changes to get the results I want. However, this feelings get lost somewhere between me thinking them and real life. How do I make that connection? It's like getting all the way to the edge of the diving board just to turn around and climb down. First, I need a plan and second, I must execute it! Still praying for strength...
Valq Valq
26-30, F
3 Responses Dec 3, 2012

I've set the date to leave when he is at work and police pick up my vehicle I'm exactly where you are and times almost up! Check back in please

Hey, you okay?

I am in the same position as you. They are so charming and convincing that you just want to stay. But I have a 6-month old daughter now and I can't live like this for her sake. There are just so many steps to actually leaving. :( Thank you for your post. I hope we both have strength to improve our lives.

I feel your pain, I know what you are going through and I am here right where you are! At the edge of the diving board; I know I need to make that jump but I turn around and start back at square one.