My Girlfriend Is My First Love And Hopefully My Only

Me and my girlfriend have been through so much in just one year. We have known each other for almost 3 years now, and we have come so far. We met each other on myspace, and it was so amazing how I think about we met. I was just addding random people that go to my school because I had been homeschooled and was finally going to public school for my senior year. We would talk and stuff but it wasn't serious, I never thought I could even like this girl. She seemed so depressed, and not very talkative, kinda shy. But anyway, we got to the point to where we would talk EVERY single day on myspace, and I secretly started to like her, and she started to like me, but we didn't tell each other anything. So as the summer passed in the following year of 2008, she told me she liked me around November and I told her I liked her. From that point on, I knew she was special. We went on our first date and I was so scared and nervous. I didn't even pay attention to the movie, because I was too busy staring at her the whole time. All I wanted to do was put my arm around her the whole time. We ended up getting together the day after Christmas. It would've been much sooner but things kept happening when I tried to ask her out( mainly excuses because I was so shy). But we fell for each other pretty hard. I've been with her through alot. Her dad was diagnosed with a rare cancer that Christmas break, and all I wanted to do was comfort her and do anything I could to make her feel better. She broke up with me before her father passed. It was about 2 weeks, and we were still trying to be friends. She told me she didn't know what happened but somehow her feelings for me went away. During that time, it was so hard because I was soooo much still in love with her and I just wanted to be with her. After 2 weeks she told me she couldn't live without me and she made a mistake and I was the only guy that mattered to her and that she truly cares about. So we got back together and our relationship seemed to reach a whole different lvel from then because it seemed more passionate. We have been together for a year and almost 2 months now and we are so close we spend almost every day together. I am so comfortable with her and I have never felt this way about anyone. She accpets me for the way I am, and I her. And she loves me and I love her. I love her so much I can't even describe the tremendous feeling. She is my other half. I feel we have something so special and cannot be separated. We are a black and white couple and we get so many looks and alot of people don't like the fact that we're together. But everything that we go through has just brought us closer together, and I am so thankful for that. She completes me and I her. She was so sad before, and after we fell in love she became such a more happy and talkative person. I love her more everyday and our love just keeps on growing. I'm totally crazy about her and no one will come between us, we both made that promise to each other. I want to marry her one day, and we're only 18 and 19. But when I get a steady income and get my career started I want her to be my wife, because there's nothing like having that one person that will be there for you through thick and thin and always be by your side. I can't wait to go to sleep with her and wake up to her every morning because it will make me the most happiest guy alive.

jaydizub18 jaydizub18
18-21, M
1 Response Feb 18, 2010

This is sooo beautiful. I wish you too the best!